Today is my precious girls 12th Birthday. I miss her so very much. This is the third Birthday without my Pumpkin in my daily life. It has been utter torture these three years, being forced into silence and alienated from my babies.
Alexandria’s birthday falls on the first day of Summer and her birthday always marked the beginning of summer vacation and all the family fun we would have together.
I miss our days at the pool and competing with the swim team, the Penguins.
I miss the summer airshow at the beach.
I miss the blast we’d have at the water parks.
I miss my kids helping me labor out in the yard with the weeds and trimming the bushes.
I miss everything about her and being there for her all the time.
I Love her so very much and look forward to seeing her and her brothers and sisters soon.
The best gift I can give to my Pumpkin for now is to tell her I’m doing all I can to fight for her and that this will end soon. I will never give up on them and that they are NOT victims of abuse by me whatsoever nor is anyone else. Im being patient, hopeful and praying for a speedy resolution.
I wish I could say Happy Birthday Alexandria to my beautiful Pumpkin!